[He wonders how Sousuke's standing, if he has his arms on the windowsill and one leg crossed behind the other. If he's looking down or looking up, if he's watching any one thing in particular...
... He wishes he could see him.]
Well, if that makes you stupid– [Water splashes around him when he draws both legs up and his knees break through the foam. Rin drops his head back so he can stare up at the ceiling.] –Then I guess I'm pretty stupid too.
[And just like that, he wants to divulge all the memories he thought about today. Like the time they caught their first beetles in the park or when they both slipped on the ice while walking home and couldn't stand up for several minutes because they were too busy holding their sides and laughing. He wants to ask if Sousuke remembers too... or if he even wants to remember for that matter.
It's with that thought that Rin draws his knees up to his chest and when he leans forward he wraps his arms around them so he has a place to rest his chin. The bubbles tickle and the water makes him shiver as it dries... It really is odd, he thinks, maybe even stupid, for him to seek comfort in these childish things.]
But you know... if we were like that again– [His voice lowers and becomes slightly muffled since he's now speaking into his knees.] –These feelings for you wouldn't exist.
[And even if they may be unreal and questionable because of Ariel's influence... the thought of letting go scares Rin.]
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Date: 2015-09-26 09:28 am (UTC)... He wishes he could see him.]
Well, if that makes you stupid– [Water splashes around him when he draws both legs up and his knees break through the foam. Rin drops his head back so he can stare up at the ceiling.] –Then I guess I'm pretty stupid too.
[And just like that, he wants to divulge all the memories he thought about today. Like the time they caught their first beetles in the park or when they both slipped on the ice while walking home and couldn't stand up for several minutes because they were too busy holding their sides and laughing. He wants to ask if Sousuke remembers too... or if he even wants to remember for that matter.
It's with that thought that Rin draws his knees up to his chest and when he leans forward he wraps his arms around them so he has a place to rest his chin. The bubbles tickle and the water makes him shiver as it dries... It really is odd, he thinks, maybe even stupid, for him to seek comfort in these childish things.]
But you know... if we were like that again– [His voice lowers and becomes slightly muffled since he's now speaking into his knees.]
–These feelings for you wouldn't exist.
[And even if they may be unreal and questionable because of Ariel's influence... the thought of letting go scares Rin.]