[He listens to Sousuke's footsteps as he walks, the weight of each one and the shuffle of fabric when he moves forward and closer to him, and when he sighs Rin holds his breath, a little anxious for what he's going to hear. They're usually predictable to each other, but because of this new change in their lives, he's starting to learn Sousuke all over again. He doesn't know what he'll say or how he'll react to certain things exactly and Rin worries that, more than anything, he'll be upset in the end.
Still, he supposed he'd rather hear about all that now than never. If there's something wrong between them or something nagging at the back of Sousuke's mind, then Rin wants to know. There's no use in holding back; he might just end up hurting himself. He wants there to be no secrets or lies just as he's been trying to enforce with Haru.
If you want something from me, tell me. If there's anything on your mind, tell me.]
That's a big responsibility for me, isn't it? Being your 'future'.
[he says it with a soft laugh. Relax. He isn't much farther.]
And you still haven't told me what you mean exactly...
[But his voice trails off and he soon lets out a sigh. What happened back home that spurred all those thoughts on? Being his dream and being his future... It almost seems indecisive. His dream should be swimming. His dream should be competing on the national stage. Not just... Rin. Shifting his legs against each other, Rin frowns at the door, though his eyes remain soft and expecting. Whatever Sousuke means, he just hopes he'll tell him. One day.]
Well, your future's looking pretty cold if you don't hurry up and grab it.
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Still, he supposed he'd rather hear about all that now than never. If there's something wrong between them or something nagging at the back of Sousuke's mind, then Rin wants to know. There's no use in holding back; he might just end up hurting himself. He wants there to be no secrets or lies just as he's been trying to enforce with Haru.
If you want something from me, tell me. If there's anything on your mind, tell me.]
That's a big responsibility for me, isn't it? Being your 'future'.
[he says it with a soft laugh. Relax. He isn't much farther.]
And you still haven't told me what you mean exactly...
[But his voice trails off and he soon lets out a sigh. What happened back home that spurred all those thoughts on? Being his dream and being his future... It almost seems indecisive. His dream should be swimming. His dream should be competing on the national stage. Not just... Rin. Shifting his legs against each other, Rin frowns at the door, though his eyes remain soft and expecting. Whatever Sousuke means, he just hopes he'll tell him. One day.]
Well, your future's looking pretty cold if you don't hurry up and grab it.